What a day yesterday. Talk about an emotional roller coaster. I wake up in sorrow, remembering what his financials reveal to me about his heart and “1/1”
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1/2
I didn’t go to sleep til 5 AM. I was going through all the screen shots I took of our Facebook messages, trying to file “1/2”
1/3
I woke up at 9AM and spent a lot of time in prayer. I felt I had grieved the Spirit somehow, that I should repent. “1/3”
1/10
Last night was the first time I’ve broken down in sobbing tears in a while. I felt off the whole day, and couldn’t really place “1/10”
1/14
Once more, God ordered steps to shout in my pain, and in a resounding way. There are no such things as coincidences. My brother traveled to the “1/14”
1/18
What does it mean that I’ve been searching for this message for the last hour? I first came across it a week ago. It was the “1/18”
1/20
I finally got to FaceTime my son today. They’ve been with their dad since Friday, at his brother’s house. This was the hardest FaceTime yet, “1/20”
1/22
I am so angry right now. I just saw a message my husband sent to my son last night, saying he is going to be super busy “1/22”
1/23
Last night at Bible study, I felt compelled to bring a print-out of the “agape” email he wrote in 2010. I wrote my prayer request on “1/23”
1/24
I came home grieving. I had a very intense dream about him last night. Again, it just reveals what my heart currently wants – restoration and “1/24”